I felt my way through a few sad days this week. Nothing (and everything) in particular. Just a little sad. My mood rises and falls, just about as unpredictable as everything else in the world. I’m heartsick. World-weary. Agitated. Snippy. Almost always a little anxious. And tired. So tired.
It’s hard to find hope or comfort, and I know I’m not alone. We’re all a little inconsolable.
I n c o n s o l a b l e (adjective) unable to find solace in a time of distress
Perhaps, like an infant learning to sleep through the night, I need to learn to self-soothe. Self-calm. Self-comfort. Find my own version of solace in these times of distress.
A quick search of self-soothing methods for infants reminded me of soothing my own babies who, from time to time, were inconsolable too. Turns out keeping a babe at rest is not much different from consoling an agitated and worried adult.
Here’s an adult spin on self-soothing techniques for babies:
Anticipate needs. Avoid the toos. Too hungry. Too thirsty. Too tense. Too worried. Too tired. Overthinking too much, too often. So nap. Stay hydrated. Sit still and breathe deeply. Or walk and breathe deeply. Eat well. Rest. Daydream. Pray.
Find a routine. Nothing feels regular or routine right about now, so it’s up to me to set my own structure. Start small. Aim to wake up and settle down at the same time. Rough out a schedule for the day. Time for this and that. Look for openings and plan how to enjoy them. Create. Read. Exercise. Journal. Bake. Tuck in some quiet time. Wash the clothes on Wednesday and change the sheets on Sunday. I think a good part of self-soothing is finding something I can count on without needing to think too much. Old stand-bys and rituals. Habits.
Focus on the environment. Clean and tidy. Organize. Reduce clutter. Find a place for what I need when I need it. Breathing room. White space. Air. Pluck some roadside wildflowers for a windowsill or bedside bouquet. Make the bed. Do the dishes. (You know you hate waking up to a mess in the kitchen.) Simplify.
Find some security. What can I control? Who’s on my team … in my circle … can be counted on? Where do I feel safe? At ease? Comfortable? When do I feel most calm? What’s going well? Where am I finding success? And especially — What am I grateful for?
Finally … a little lullaby soothes me to sleep:
Breathe peace. Feel peace. Be peace.
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Love this. I’ve found the need for a morning routine to be a soothing start to the day. Unfortunately, I tend to wander off and not keep to the track I’ve felt God nudge me toward. Thanks for the simple reminder to know what our needs are and to care for ourselves well … so we, in turn, can love others fully.
I wander off too! Trying to recognize what I need, how to get it, and then pass along a new, soothed me to everyone else I come in contact with. So funny to me that I thought about infants. Morning is my strongest time as well. Thanks so much for your kinship. I appreciate your every visit!